Desabafos do Desalento

100 Post e... O Fim

2005-10-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Pois é… É o final deste blog… Assumo que cometi um erro crucial em ter exposto a minha vida desta forma, por vezes sou demasiado honesto mas também já percebi uma coisa… Honestidade a mais alimenta sempre o mistério. Por uns momentos pensei que podia abrir livremente e não ter problemas de maior… mas cometi mais erros… E penso que a existência deste blog e um deles. Algumas pessoas mais distantes de mim perguntam: Estás de novo a fechar? Talvez. Quero consolidar a minha vida por dentro, onde sinto alguma paz e harmonia, onde tenho tudo o que vale a pena para viver bem e sem qualquer tipo de ilusões.

Mas continuo a minha busca, a minha procura por algo que valha a pena viver, algo que me faça feliz. Já pouco importa se vou concretizar sonhos, quero apenas viver e deixar-me ir pelo que a vida tem para me oferecer. Mais tarde ou mais cedo as coisas vão mudar e esta é a minha esperança secreta.

A minha vontade de viver e grande e assim espero pelo que sempre esperei: algo que valesse a pena.

Sem mais delongas:

Bruno Dias

The Everlasting - Manic Street Preachers

2005-10-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

The gap that grows between our lives
The gap our parents never had
Stop those thoughts control your mind
Replace the things that you despise
Oh you're old I hear you say
It doesn't mean that I don't care
I don't believe in it anymore
Pathetic acts for a worthless cause

In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine
In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine

But now unforgiven the everlasting
Everlasting

The world is full of refugees
They're just like you and just like me
But as people we have a choice
To end the void with all its force
So don't forget or don't pretend
It's all the same now in the end
It was set in a different life
Destroys my days and haunts my nights?

In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine
In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine

But now unforgiving the everlasting
Everlasting

In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine
In the beginning when we were winning
When our smiles were genuine

Now unforgiving, the everlasting
Everlasting

But now unforgiving, the everlasting
Everlasting

Eclipse - Pink Floyd

2005-09-30T09:57:00.000-07:00

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All that you feel
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All that you save
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy
beg, borrow or steal
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say
All that you eat
everyone you meet
All that you slight
everyone you fight
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.

There is no dark side of the moon really.
Matter of fact it's all dark.

Time - Pink Floyd

2005-09-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then the one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
And shorter of breath and one day closer to death
Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way
The time is gone the song is over, thought I'd something more to say

Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
When I come home cold and tired
It's good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away, across the field, tolling on the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
And hear the softly spoken magic spell

Plug in Baby - Muse

2005-09-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

I've exposed your lies, baby
The underneath is no big surprise
Now it's time for changing
And cleansing everything
To forget your love

My plug in baby
Crucifies my enemies
When I'm tired of giving
My plug in baby
In unbroken virgin realities
Is tired of living

Don’t confuse
Baby you're gonna lose your own game
Change me, replace the envying
To forget your love

My plug in baby
Crucifies my enemies
When I'm tired of giving
My plug in baby
In unbroken virgin realities
Is tired of living
And I feel your loving,
Mine is gone

And I’ve been in trouble

Black-Eyed - Placebo

2005-09-26T14:16:00.000-07:00

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderline bipolar
Forever biting on your nuts
I was never grateful
That's why I spend my days alone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed [repeat]

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed [repeat]

Blow Out - Radiohead

2005-09-22T14:50:00.000-07:00

In my mind
And nailed into my heels
All the time
Killing what I feel

And everything I touch
(all wrapped up in cotton wool
all wrapped up and sugar coated)
Turns to stone
Everything I touch
Turns stone

I am fused
Just in case I blow out
I am glued
Just in case I crack up

And everything I touch turns to stone
Everything I touch
(all wrapped up in cotton wool
all wrapped up and sugar coated)
Turns stone

Be Yourself - Audioslave

2005-09-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

Someone falls to pieces
Sleepin all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
To finally drift away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
Catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave

To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Untill the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?

To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck
don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright

You may win or lose

But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

Refugees - The Tears

2005-09-20T19:30:00.000-07:00

You are the dust and
I am the rain
Lets go out in the rust and
Let's gather the change

Let's take to the streets
You and I we're life's refugees
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

You stain the pavements
I'll take the blame
Our love is our saviour
Our life is our grave

Let's take to the streets
You and I we're life's refugees
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

‘Cause we're all refugees
And we're all drifting like leaves
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

We'll live for the sunshine
And smile through the rain

And we're all refugees
And we're all drifting like leaves
But like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

So let's take to the streets
You and I compete with the freaks
And like Bonnie and Clyde we're free
Don't say there's nothing between us

Well there's nothing between us
Well there's nothing between us

Do You Want To? - Franz Ferdinand

2005-09-20T06:14:00.000-07:00

When I woke up tonight I said I'm
Going to make somebody love me
I'm going to make somebody love me
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know that it's you
You're lucky, lucky, you're so lucky

Well do you
Do you
Do you want to
Want to go where I never let you before?

Well do you
Do you
Do you want to
Want a go of what I'd never let you before?

Well he's a friend and he's so proud of you
He's a friend and I knew him before you

Well he's a friend and we're so proud of you
He's a friend and I blew him before you

Here we are at the Transmission party
I love your friends, they're all so arty

O Desabafo Necessario

2005-09-19T15:30:00.000-07:00

Bem eu pensei muito neste texto durante este mes que passou. Deitei muita coisa cá para fora e agora tudo parece mais seguro, dentro de mim há outro ambiente e as coisas parecem me claras. E agora que volto, resta afirmar alguns dos tópicos importantes, talvez porque o ano que passou mexeu em quase todas as minhas emoções.Ora então comecemos:

O início da faculdade foi prometedor mas desde inicio sabia que estava condenado ao fracasso… só não esperava que fosse tão semelhante ao que tinha acontecido aos tempos do Gil, o que prova uma coisa muito simples: o culpado fui sempre eu. Mas desta vez percebi os meus erros e na sua maioria eram perfeitamente dispensáveis. Não sei se os posso corrigir… mas também sei que posso mudar a minha atitude. Não sei se isso pode mudar alguma coisa… mas alguém disse e com razão: “os ambientes somos nós que os criamos”.

Contudo não vale a pena falar em passado e devemos e olhar para a frente. E agora que as promessas acabaram posso pensar sem ilusões. Ate porque não quero voltar a sonhar, porque estou profundamente cansado de sonhar… de me iludir… de me humilhar por puras ilusões que não tem outro nome…
Mas há mais: quem espera de mim uma personagem… esqueçam-me, quem espera de mim um idiota… esqueçam-me, aos que me substimam... esses entum... podem continuar mas e daquelas coisas... se tiverem o azar de eu ter-me apercebido... ja sabem, a quem nunca dei uma hipótese para se revelar… não sei… mas também sei de uma coisa: as boas pessoas apareceram naturalmente e não tenho que andar a procura delas…
Talvez seja a única promessa que quero que fique de pé.

Viverei com os pés assentes na realidade, onde sei que realmente serei feliz. E quando saio daquele mundo onde as promessas imperam e vejo o ambiente que me rodeia… é a minha grande vitoria. Cada vez apetece-me sair da faculdade para ir ter com eles e finalmente orgulho-me em dizer: vou ter com a malta. E sinto-me verdadeiramente melhor. Ate porque no fundo: “SÓ CONTA QUEM CÁ ESTÁ”. E vou lutar por eles, pelos que lutaram por mim, pelos que estiveram sempre do meu lado e que tem gosto em estar comigo.

Tudo o que acontecer daqui para a frente, seguirá esta insígnia:

Everything Will Flow – Suede

E só viverei desta ilusão… “I Feel My Luck Could Change” – Lucky, Radiohead

AS COISAS VAO MELHORAR… Disso não tenho duvidas.

The Drowners - Suede

2005-09-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

Won't someone give me a gun?
oh well it's for my brother
well he writes the line wrote down my spine
It says "Oh do you believe in love there?"

So slow down, slow down, you're taking me over
And so we drown, sir we drown, stop taking me over

Won't someone give me some fun?
(and as the skin flies all around us)
We kiss in his room to a popular tune
Oh, real drowners

slow down, slow down, you're taking me over
And so we drown, sir we drown,
stop takin' me over!

I Want None of This - Radiohead

2005-09-17T11:01:00.000-07:00

You can keep what you want
I want none of this
They're just bad memories
I don't want

Am I sunshine
You can pack it all up
And be gone
And be gone

If it matters to you
You can sell it all out
If the price feels right
I won't judge

If you get off your knees
You'll be out on a breeze
Take a lesson from me
Don't get stuck on a dream

Obstacle 1 - Interpol

2005-09-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

I wish I could eat the salt off of your lost faded lips
We can cap the old times make playing only logical harm
We can cap the old lines make playing that nothing else will change

But she can read, she can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad
She can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad, oh she's bad

But it's different now that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this face again
You'll go stabbing yourself in the neck

And we can find new ways of living make playing only logical harm
And we can top the old times clay making that nothing else will change

But she can read, she can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad
She can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad, oh she's bad

It's different now that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this place again
You'll go stabing yourself in the neck

But it's different now that I'm poor and aging
I'll never see this place again
You'll go stabing yourself in the neck

It's in the way that she poses
It's in the things that she puts in my hair
Her stories are boring and stuff
She's always calling my bluff
She puts the, she puts the weights into my little heart
And she gets in my room and she takes it apart
She puts the weights into my little heart
I said she puts the weights into my little heart

She packs away, she packs away, she packs away, she packs away,
She packs away, she packs away, she packs away

It's in the way that she walks, her heaven is never enough
She puts the weights in my heart
She puts the, she puts the weights into my little heart

Airbag - Radiohead

2005-09-14T18:14:00.000-07:00

In the next world war
A jackknifed juggernaut
I am born again
In the neon sign
Scrolling up and down
I am born again

In an interstellar burst
I am back to save the universe

In a deep deep sleep
Of the innocent
I am born again
In a fast German car
I'm amazed that I survived
An airbag saved my life

In an interstellar burst
I am back to save the universe

In an interstellar burst
I am back to save the universe

In an interstellar burst
I am back to save the universe

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day

2005-08-20T13:05:00.000-07:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

In The End - Linkin Park

2005-08-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Feel Good Inc - Gorillaz

2005-07-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephermal style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate

Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down

2005-07-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

21st Century Digital Boy - Bad Religion

2005-07-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it, the way you look sometimes
Like a trampled flag on a city street, oh yeah
And I don't want it, the things you're offering me
Symbolized bar code, quick ID, oh yeah

Cuz I'm a 21st century digital boy
I don't know how to live but I've got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle class intellectual
My mommy's on valium, so ineffectual
Ain't life a mystery?

I can't explain it, the things you're saying to me
It's going yayayayayayaya, oh yeah

Cuz I'm a 21st century digital boy
I don't know how to read but I've got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle class intellectual
My mommy's on valium, so ineffectual
Ain't life a mystery?

Tried to tell you about no control
But now I really don't know
And then you told me how bad you had to suffer
Is that really all you have to offer?

Cuz I'm a 21st century digital boy
I don't know how to live but I've got a lot of toys
My daddy's a lazy middle class intellectual
My mommy's on valium, so ineffectual
Ain't life a mystery?

New Born - Muse

2005-07-18T12:19:00.000-07:00

Link it to the world
Link it to yourself
Stretch it like a birth squeeze
The love for what you hide
The bitterness inside
Is growing like the new born
When you've seen, seen
Too much, too young, young
Soulless is everywhere

Hopeless time to roam
The distance to your home
Fades away to nowhere
How much are you worth
You can't come down to earth
You’re swelling up, you're unstoppable
'cause you've seen, seen
Too much, too young, young
Soulless is everywhere

Destroy the spineless
Show me it's real
Wasting our last chance
To come away
Just break the silence
'cause I’m drifting away
Away from you

Link it to the world
Link it to yourself
Stretch it like it's a birth squeeze
And the love for what you hide
And the bitterness inside
Is growing like the new born
When you've seen, seen
Too much, too young, young
Soulless is everywhere

Destroy the spineless
Show me it's real
Wasting their last chance
To come away
Just break the silence
‘cause I'm drifting away
Away from you

Did My Time - Korn

2005-07-13T12:56:00.000-07:00

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I've got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time

I am the one who choose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh God, the anger's changing me [x2]

Fallen Souls - Ours

2005-07-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

Pray, i don't know if it's sacred, or not
you say, that we can fall apart at anytime
breathe for the whole world...we can't fight
they starve for the love...that we supply
feed from their eyes, dream you're alive, and feel feel
the beast flies tonight, and the world he describes
suffer...suffer

Afraid, i don't know if we're heading for a fall
you jump into the front to say you're apart of it all
feed from their eyes, dream your alive, and feel feel
the beast flies tonight, and the world he describes
suffer...suffer

if we feed from their eyes, dream we're alive to feel
the beast flies tonight, the world he describes
suffer...suffer

these are the fallen souls

Walking After You - Foo Fighters

2005-07-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

Tonight I’m tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won’t do without you, matter of fact
I’m on your back, I’m on your back, I’m on your back

If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you
If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you

If you’d accept surrender, I’ll give up some more
Weren’t you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
I’m on your back, I’m on your back, I’m on your back

If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you
If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, I’m on your back

I cannot be without you, matter of fact
I’m on your back, I’m on your back, I’m on your back

If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you
If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you
If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, I’m on your back

Ride - The Vines

2005-07-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

That's the start, the middle, and the end
Aren't you glad the universe pretends
If I don't get this message home
Once again I'm gonna hate alone
Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me, Oh
Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me unless you

Bored aloud ignore the right to be
Invite me down because we like to see
The colours through your loaded mind
Fuck the world and liberate our time

Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me, Oh
Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me, Yeah

I'm not waiting a long life
I'm not waiting alone

Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me home
Ride with me
Ride with me
Ride with me home

Ao Sabor da Vida

2005-07-07T16:42:00.000-07:00

Depois de um ano estranho que acabou que conclusao posso chegar? A realidade continua a ser sempre o melhor caminho. Sofrer por fantasmas e definitivamente inutil e ja se vai tornando um habito... mas que desisti. E estes dias depois do fim da faculdade provam isso. As pessoas que me rodeiam e que me orgulho de chamar amigos e eles sempre foram uma realidade. Muito eles me aturam... mas a paciencia deles vale por tudo.
Agora nao quero estar parado, nem pretendo. Sinto-me com demasiada energia para ficar deprimido, ja nao sinto todo o aglomerar de energia desprezada sem sentido, sinto antes um formigueiro dentro de mim a gritar pela vida. Aquela que nunca vivi... mas que agora quero vive-la com todas as minhas forças. E quais sao as minhas esperanças? Nao quero esperar nada e sobretudo nao quero alimentar esperanças... o efeito surpresa e definitivamente o melhor de tudo. A ideia de que alguem especial vai aparecer inesperadamente no meio do nada parece-me agradavel ate porque ja nao sinto a ansiedade por algo ou alguem... Estou por tudo e o que aparecer... vamos a isso.

Diabolic Scheme - The Hives

2005-07-07T12:22:00.000-07:00

Alive!
Dead!
I was inside your head!
Had time well spent, I got your mind well bent
Snuck back into shade
Oooooooooooooooooooo
You searched the globe for them perfect looks
And you searched for answers in all your books
And finally by diabolic ascent here I am
Said it's just a diabolic
A diablolic scheme
Diabolic scheme
Said it's just a diabolic
A diabolic scheme
Diabolic scheme
That's me all right, like purity white, and like viciousness black
I give a little then I take it back
Can you take it?
Ooooooooooooooooo can you take it?
Yeah!!
Oooooooooo
So what's the attraction?
The suckers sing
Prolific depth or static cling?
Well from greatness to greatness is where I span
You have me for a moment grab on while you can
Said it's just a diabolic
A diabolic scheme
Diabolic scheme
Said it's just a diabolic
A diabolic scheme
Diabolic scheme
Oooo, oooo, oooooooo oo ooo
Oooo, oooo, oooooooo oo ooo
Thank you!

Cuts You Up - Peter Murphy

2005-07-06T14:54:00.000-07:00

I find you in the morning
After dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me
Like the sun through the blinds
You lift me up
And get me out
Keep me walking
But never shout
Hold the secret close
I hear you say

You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher
To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean
Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place

On and on it goes
Calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk
Cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break no moment clear
When all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind

You know the way
It twists and turns
Changing colour
Spinning yarns
You know the way
It leaves you dry
It cuts you up
It takes you high
You know the way
It's painted gold
Is it honey
Is it gold
You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher
To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean
Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what
Seems out of place

It's o.k.
It goes this way
The line is thin
It twists away
Cuts you up
It throws about
Keep me walking
But never shout.

God put a Smile Upon my Face - Coldplay

2005-07-05T14:50:00.000-07:00

Where do we go, nobody knows
I've got to say I'm on my way down
God give me style and give me grace
God put a smile upon my face

Where do we go to draw the line
I've got to say I wasted all your time
Oh honey honey
Where do I go to fall from grace
God put a smile upon your face yeah

And ah, when you work it out I'm worse than you
Yeah, when you work it out I wanted to
And ah, when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don't ever say you're on your way down when
God gave you style and gave you grace,
And put a smile upon your face oh yeah

And ah, when you work it out I'm worse than you
Yeah, when you work it out I want it to
And ah, when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine.

It's as good as mine, It's as good as mine
It's as good as mine

As good as mine, as good as mine,
As good as mine, as good as mine

Where do we go, nobody knows
Don't ever say you're on your way down when
God gave you style and gave you grace
And put a smile upon your face

Die, All Right - The Hives

2005-07-04T08:41:00.000-07:00

Hey! I've got a message and tonight and Im gonna send it.
Yeah! I had a body and men with knives wanted to lend it.
Sold my body to the company
so I got the money now away I go and I say thank you Mr CEO.
Hey! I've got some money and tonight Im gonna spend it.
Yeah! They gave me a paper
and I went ahead and penned it and I say thank you Mr CEO.
I filled my pockets now I might as well -
Die! cause I found the backdoor out of teenage hell - all right!
Filed my account cause I might in fact - Die!
But I rely on science, yeah to bring me back - all right.
I.....'m gonna die....
Heavy morals seem so light but when it comes to cash I'm gonna die all right!
Hey! I lost the money seems like I can't comprehend it.
Yeah! Got a hole in my head gotta gotta mend it.
Too messed up to sit and settle down.
Too messed up to even mess around.
Thats why your smiling Mr CEO.
I filled my pockets now I might as well -
Die! cause I found the backdoor out of teenage hell - all right!
Filed my account cause I might in fact - Die!
But I rely on science, yeah to bring me back - all right.
I.....'m gonna die.... but not right now
Yeah why don't you do the same?
I got the money now I can't complain.
Except the tics won't go away oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no!
And the way I feel tonight is gonna make me die all right.
I filled my pockets now I might as well - Die! cause I found the backdoor out of teenage hell - all right!
Filed my account cause I might in fact - Die!
But I rely on science, yeah to bring me back - all right.
I.....'m gonna die....
Heavy morals seem so light but when it comes to cash I'm gonna die all right!

Cheating on You - Franz Ferdinand

2005-07-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

Goodbye girl, because I'm lonely
Goodbye girl, it isn't over
Goodbye girl, because it's only love
Goodbye girl, you know you want me
Goodbye girl, yes I'm a loser
Goodbye girl, you know it's only love

I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
You're cheating on me

Goodbye girl, you are are the only one
Goodbye girl, I know you want me
Goodbye girl, you are the only love

Goodbye girl, now if you're lonely
Goodbye girl, why don't you join me
Goodbye girl, you know it's only love

I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on you, yeah
I'm cheating on me

Oh, watch out! Watch out!
I'm cheating on you!

Goodbye girl, goodbye girl
Goodbye girl, goodbye girl

Come Out and Play - The Offspring

2005-07-02T05:06:00.000-07:00

You gotta keep 'em separated

Like the latest fashion
Like a spreading disease
The kids are strappin' on their way to the classroom
Getting weapons with the greatest of ease
The gangs stake their own campus locale
And if they catch you slippin' then it's all over pal
If one guy's colors and the other's don't mix
They're gonna bash it up bash it up bash it up bash it up

Hey man you talkin' back to me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey man you disrespecting me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey come out and play

By the time you hear the siren
It's already too late
One goes to the morgue and the other to jail
One guy's wasted and the other's a waste
It goes down the same as the thousands before
No one's getting smarter
No one's learning to score
Your never ending spree of death and violence and hate
Is gonna tie your own rope tie your own rope tie your own

Hey man you disrespecting me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey man you talkin' back to me?
Take him out
You gotta keep 'em separated
Hey they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey come out and play

Knives Out - Radiohead

2005-07-01T04:43:00.000-07:00

I want you to know
He's not coming back
Look into my eyes
He's not coming back

So knives out
Catch the mouse
Don't look down
Shove it in your mouth

If you'd been a dog
They would have drowned you at birth
Look into my eyes
It's the only way you'll know I'm tellin' the truth

So knives out
Cook him up
Squash his head
Put him in the pot

I want you to know
He's not coming back
He's bloated and frozen
Still, there's no point in letting it go to waste

So knives out
Catch the mouse
Square his head
Put him in the pot

From The Inside - Linkin Park

2005-06-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

Make me Bad - Korn

2005-06-29T12:35:00.000-07:00

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games)
Instead, it's all the same (it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
I need a fix
You need it to
Just to get some sort of attention
Attention
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

Does it make me bad?

Lucky - Radiohead

2005-06-28T16:08:00.000-07:00

I'm on a roll
I'm on a roll
This time
I feel my luck could change
Kill my Sarah
Kill me again
With love
It's gonna be a glorious day

Pull me out of the aircrash
Pull me out of the lake
I'm your superhero
We are standing on the edge

The head of state
Has called for me by name
But I don't have time for him
It's gonna be a glorious day
I feel my luck could change

Pull me out of the aircrash
Pull me out of the lake
I'm your superhero
We are standing on the edge

We are standing on the edge

Unintended - Muse

2005-06-27T05:59:00.001-07:00

You could be my unintended,
Choice to live my life extended,
You could be the one I'll always love.

You could be the one who listens,
To my deepest inquisitions,
You could be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.

First there was the one who challenged,
All my dreams and all my balance,
She could never be as good as you.

You could be my unintended,
Choice to live my life extended,
You should be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.
Before you.

A.K.A. I-D-I-O-T - The Hives

2005-06-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

You laugh at me and call me i-d-i-o-t.
You laugh and turn your back cause I'm not like you're supposed to be.
But it's not a question - a question of low iq.
Cause if it was well then the answer wouldn't be me but you.
a.k.a i-d-i-o-t, don't know who the hell
I'm supposed to be i-d-i-o-t a.k.a i-d-i-o-t, yeah thats me i-d-i-o-t.
I put with being laughed at cause I put up with being me.
And then on artificial someone says I'm the i-d-i-o-t.
But I got motivation yeah I pretty much love it all.
To make your artificial nation stumble and fall.
I know that I'm a screw up.
I know I'm in a band.
I know that I am up against a mighty mighty man.
But I'm satisfied with being, being one of the lucky few.
Who'll be the ones laughing knowing that the joke is gonna be on you.

A New Morning, A New Hope

2005-06-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

Os dias sao cada vez mais deprimentes, mas a vida esta cada vez melhor... Nao que tenha existido uma mudança importante, mas que a vida ganhou algo de novo? Sem duvida. A solidao acabou-se. Finalmente posso dizer: vou ter com a minha malta, com o meu grupo de amigos. Esta foi a minha grande vitoria nestes dias. E o desespero? Ele continua por ca, mas nao faz la muito sentido. Perfiro a surpresa por um momento especial que pode acontecer a qualquer momento e ai... tudo pode acontecer. E para este momento que eu vivo, que redirijo todas as minhas esperanças e acredito todos os dias da minha vida que vai acontecer algo. Cada amanhecer e como uma nova esperança para algo de novo e acredito que pode tudo mudar...

O Desespero apenas acalmou-se, mas o sonho esta vivo... Escuso de procurar, porque alguem vai aparecer e depois acontecera algo, algo inesquecivel... Mas sera tao surpreendente como inesperado que nem vou acreditar... E no dia seguinte quero acordar e sentir que aquilo nao foi um sonho. Foi algo ainda melhor... FOI REAL! E sentir que se cumpriu algo de tao fantastico, tao incrivel... Tudo a minha volta vai parecer diferente, respira-se algo de novo, o sorriso parece tao estupido como inacreditavel, o amanhecer vai parecer tao belo... Cumprindo-se o maior dos meus sonhos: Morning Glory.

Main Offender - The Hives

2005-06-22T14:37:00.000-07:00

I'm on my way. Can't settle down.
I'm stuck in ways of being an ass and I got a lot of nerve that I'm ready to pass.
I'm on my way.
Can't settle down.
I'm stuck in ways of sadistic joy and my talent only goes as far as to annoy.
I'm on my way.

This is my main offender.
This is what I've got and it got me saying - Why me?

I'm on my way. I get around.
But I'm not all too sure about what I do.
I feel I've got to stop a second just to think it thru.
And so I stop! I'm on my way.
Yeah I get around.
Yeah I thought it all over and now I spit it out
and when I spit, I spit on those that I care less about I'm on my way.

This is my main offender.
This is what I've got and it got me saying - Why me?

Fell In Love With a Girl - The White Stripes

2005-06-21T11:56:00.000-07:00

Fell in love with a girl
fell in love once and almost completely
she's in love with the world
but sometimes these feelings
can be so misleading
she turns and says "are you alright?"
I said "I must be fine cause my heart's still beating"
She says "come and kiss me by the riverside, bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating"

Red hair with a curl
mellow roll for the flavor
and the eyes for peeping
can't keep away from the girl
these two sides of my brain
need to have a meeting
can't think of anything to do
my left brain knows that
all love is fleeting
she's just looking for something new
and I said it once before
but it bears repeating

Funeral of Hearts - HIM

2005-06-19T13:04:00.000-07:00

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

Hate to Say I Told You So - The Hives

2005-06-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

Do what I want cause I can and if I don't because I wanna

Be ignored by the stiff and the bored because I'm gonna.

Spit and retrieve cause I give and receive because I wanna.

Gonna get through your head what the mystery man said because I'm gonna.

Hate to say I told you so, Allright, C'mon
I do believe I told you so.
Now it's all out and you knew cause I wanted to.

Turn my back on the rot that's been planning the plot - because I'm gonna.
No need for me to wait - because I wanna.
No need two, three and too late - because I'm gonna.

Hate to say I told you so, Allright,C'mon
I do believe I told you so.

Do what I please gonna spread the disease because I wanna.
Gonna call all the shots for the "No"s and the "Not"s because I wanna.

Ask me once I'll answer twice cause what I know I'll tell because I wanna.
Sound device and lots of ice I'll spell my name out loud because I wanna, oh yeah?

Get Free - The Vines

2005-06-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna get free
I'm gonna get free
I'm gonna get free
Ride into the sun
She never loved me
She never loved me
She never loved me
Why should anyone?

(Come here, come here, come here)
I'll take your photo for ya
(Come here, come here, come here)
Drive you around the corner
(Come here, come here, come here)
You know you really oughta
(Come here, come here, come here)
Move out of California

Get (get)
Me (me)
Far (far)
When I have alot to lose
Save (save)
Me (me)
From (from)
Here! (here)

When it's pretty time
Look into your mind
Don't wait

I'm gonna get free
I'm gonna get free
I'm gonna get free
Ride into the sun
She never loved me
She never loved me
She never loved me
Why should anyone?

(Come here, come here, come here)
I'll take your photo for ya
(Come here, come here, come here)
Drive you around the corner
(Come here, come here, come here)
You know you really oughta
(Come here, come here, come here)
Move out of California

The Wild Ones - Suede

2005-06-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

There's a song playing on the radio
Sky high in the airwaves on the morning show
And there's a lifeline slipping as the record plays
And as I open the blinds in my mind I'm believing that you could stay

And oh if you stay I'll chase the rainblown fields away
We'll shine like the morning and sin in the sun
Oh if you stay
We'll be the wild ones, running with the dogs today

There's a song playing through another wall
All we see and believe is the D.J. and debts dissolve
And it's a shame the plane is leaving on this sunny day
Cos on you my tattoo will be bleeding and the name will stain

But oh if you stay we'll ride from disguised suburban graves
We'll go from the bungalows where the debts still grow every day

And oh if you stay I'll chase the rainblown fears away
We'll shine like the morning and sin in the sun oh if you stay
We'll be the wild ones running with the dogs today
We'll be the wild ones running with the dogs today

Highly Envolved - The Vines

2005-06-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm feelin happy
So highly evolved
My times a riddle that'll never be solved
Dreamin for somethin
Reachin for somethin
Just waitin for the sun to carry me in

If you feel low
You can buy love
From a payphone
I don't feel low

My brother Bill
He work for the market
Life is an arrow now and he is the target
Dreamin for somethin
Reachin for somethin
Just waitin for the sun to carry me in

If you feel low
You can buy love
From a payphone
I don't feel love

Highly evolved

I don't feel low
Highly evolved

Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand

2005-06-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

So if you're lonely
You know I'm here waiting for you
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken, shattered, I lie
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot, then we can die

I know I won't be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out!

I say you don't show
Don't move, time is slow
I say... take me out!

If I move this could die
If eyes move this could die
I want you...to take me out!

I say you don't know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out!

I know I won't be leaving here (with you)
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here (with you)
I know I won't be leaving here with you

I say don't you know?
You say you don't know
I say take me out

If I wane, this can die
If I wane, this can die
I want you to take me out

If I move, this could die
If eyes move, this could die
Come on, take me out

I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here with you

Slide Away - Oasis

2005-06-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

Slide away - and give it all you've got
My today - fell in from the top
I dream of you - and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Hold me down - all the world's asleep
I need you now - you've knocked me off my feet
I dream of you - we talk of growing old
But you said please don't !

Slide in baby - together we'll fly
I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me

Now that you're mine
I'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done

Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

Slide away - and give it all you've got
My today - fell in from the top
I dream of you - and all the things you say
I wonder where you are now?

Slide in baby - together we'll fly
I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me

Now that you're mine
I'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done

Oh Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

Two-Timing Touch And Broken Bones - The Hives

2005-06-10T11:47:00.000-07:00

It's official, Full Judicial.
Ends in physical, this i know.
Best keep quiet,
You dont listen to me anyway.
Your gonna lose and it's gonna show. Its far to late to avoid so.
Oh what's that sum, it added up to nothing cause your much too dumb.

Two-timing touch and broken bones [x4]

Bad decision, Repition,
Should you listen, or let it go.
Best say something,
When your thinking that you'll get it back.
But, it's too late to avoid it so.
It's far too late and I gotta know
Oh whats that sum, it added up to nothing because you're much too dumb.

Two-timing touch and broken bones [x8]

Stop - Black Rebel Motorcycle Club

2005-06-08T05:04:00.000-07:00

We don't like you we just want to try you
I'm tired of runnin' the feeling ain't comin'
This all could be simpler it all could be simpler
But all this is sickness the feeling ain't in this

We don't know where to stop
We don't know where to stop
I try and I try but I can't get enough
I won't fail you but you won't bleed for me

Have I been sinful have I been sinful
It's all been for nothin' your good ain't for nothin'
It's ard not to die when your time has been killed off
But I have been grateful you know this could take hold

We don't know where to stop
We don't know where to stop
I try and I try but I can't get enough
I won't fail you but you won't bleed for me

Try keep your head up high
Time burns so deep inside you
Rips your throat out

We don't like you we just want to try you
I'm tired of runnin' the feeling ain't comin'
This all could be different it all could be different
But all this is sickness the feeling ain't in this

We don't know where to stop
We don't know where to stop
I try and I try but I can't get enough
I won't fail you but you won't bleed for me

A Design for Life - Manic Street Preachers

2005-06-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

Libraries gave us power
Then work came and made us free
What price now for a shallow piece of dignity

I wish I had a bottle
Right here in my dirty face to where the scars
To show from where I came

We don't talk about love we only want to get drunk
We are not allowed to spend
And we are told that this is the end

A design for life x4

I wish I had a bottle
Right here in my pretty face to where the scars
To show from where I came

We don't talk about love we only want to get drunk
We are not allowed to spend
And we are told that this is the end

A design for life x4

We don't talk about love we only want to get drunk
We are not allowed to spend
And we are told that this is the end

A design for life x4

Trash - Suede

2005-06-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

Oh maybe maybe it's the clothes we wear,
The tasteless bracelets and the dye in our hair,
Maybe it's our kookiness,

Oh maybe maybe it's our nowhere towns,
Our nothing places and our cellophane sounds,
Maybe it's our cheapness,

We're trash, you and me
We're the litter on the breeze,
We're the lovers on the streets,

Just trash, me and you,
It's in everything we do,
it's in everything we do

Or maybe maybe it's the things we said,
The words we heard and the music we play,
Maybe it's our sweetness,

Oh maybe maybe it's the times we've had,
The lazy days and the crazes and the fads,
Maybe it's our cheapness,

But we're trash, you and me,
We're the litter on the breeze,
We're the lovers on the streets,

Just trash, me and you,
It's in everything we do,
It's in everything we do

Ball and Biscuit - The White Stripes

2005-06-01T09:42:00.000-07:00

It's quite possible that I'm your thired man girl
But it's a fact that I'm the seventh son
And right now you could care less about me
But soon enough you will care, by the time I'm done

Let's have a ball and a biscuit sugar
And take our sweet little time about it
Let's have a ball and a biscuit sugar
And take our sweet little time about it
Tell everyone in the place just to get out
We'll get clean together
And I'll find a soapbox where I can shout it

Read it in the newspaper
Ask your girlfriends and see if they know
That my strength is ten fold woman
And I'll let you see if you want to before you go

It's quite possible that I'm your third man girl
But it's a fact that I'm the seventh son
It was the other two which made me your third
But it was my mother who made me the seventh son
And right now you could care less about me
But soon enough you will care by the time Im done

Leaving New York - REM

2005-05-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

It's quiet now
And what it brings
Is everything

Comes calling back
A brilliant nightI'm still awake
I looked aheadI
'm sure I saw you there
You don't need me
To tell you now
That nothing can compare

You might have laughed if I told you
You might have hidden
A frown
You might have succeeded in changing me
I might have been turned around

It's easier to leave than to be left behind
Leaving was never my proud
Leaving New York, never easy
I saw the light fading out

Now life is sweet
And what it brings
I tried to take
But loneliness
It wears me out
It lies in way

And all not lost
Still in my eyes
The shadow of necklace
Across your thigh
I might've lived my life in a dream, but I swear
This is real
Memory fuses and shatters like glass
Mercurial future, forget the past
It's you, it's what I feel.

You might have laughed if I told you (it's pulling me apart)
You might have hidden a frown (change)
You might have succeeded in changing me (it's pulling me apart)
I might have been turned around (change)
It's easier to leave than to be left behind (it's pulling me apart)
Leaving was never my proud (change)
Leaving New York, never easy (it's pulling me apart)
I saw the light fading out

You find it in your heart, it's pulling me apart
You find it in your heart, change...

I told you, forever
I love you, forever
I told you, I love you
I love you, forever
I told you, forever
You never, you never
You told me forever

You might have laughed if I told you
You might have hidden the frown
You might have succeeded in changing me
I might have been turned around

It's easier to leave than to be left behind (it's pulling me apart)
Leaving was never my proud (change)
Leaving New York never easy (it's pulling me apart)
I saw the life fading out (change)
Leaving New York, never easy (it's pulling me apart)
I saw the light fading out (change)
Leaving New York never easy (it's pulling me apart)
I saw the life fading out (change)

Rock 'n' Roll Star - Oasis

2005-05-27T17:42:00.000-07:00

I live my life in the city
There's no easy way out
The day's moving just too fast for me
I need some time in the sunshine
I've gotta slow it right down
The day's moving just too fast for me

I live my life for the stars that shine
People say it's just a waste of time
When they said I should feed my head
That to me was just a day in bed
I'll take my car and drive real far
You're not concerned about the way we are
In my mind my dreams are real
Now you're concerned about the way I feel

Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star

I live my life in the city
There's no easy way out
The day's moving just too fast for me
I need some time in the sunshine
I've gotta slow it right down
The day's moving just too fast for me

I live my life for the stars that shine
People say it's just a waste of time
When they said I should feed my head
Well, that to me was just a day in bed
I'll take my car and drive real far
You're not concerned about the way we are
In my mind my dreams are real
Now you're concerned about the way I feel

Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star

You're not down with who I am
Look at you now, you're all in my hands
Tonight

Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star
Tonight, I'm a rock 'n' roll star

It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll
It's just rock 'n' roll

Speed of Sound - Coldplay

2005-05-25T16:12:00.000-07:00

How long before I get in
Before it starts before I begin
How long before you decide or
Before I know what it feels like
Where to, where do i go?
If you never try then you'll never know
How long do i have to climb
Up on the side of this mountain of mine

Look up, I look up at night
Planets are moving at the speed of light
Climb up, up in the trees
Every chance that you get is a chance you seize
How long am I gonna stand
With my head stuck under the sand
I start before I can stop or
Before I see things the right way up

All that noise and all that sound
All those places I got found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show ya how it all began
Birds came flyin from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand

Ideas that you'll never find
All the inventors could never design
The buildings that you put up
Japan and China all lit up
A sign that I couldn't read
or a light, that I couldn't see
Some things you have to believe
When others are puzzles, puzzlin me

All that noise and all that sound
All those places I got found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show ya how it all began
Birds came flyin from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh when you see it then you'll understand

All those signs I knew what they meant
Somethings you can't invent
Some get made, and some get sent
Earth's gone flying at the speed of sound
To show ya how it all began
Birds came flyin from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Oh when you see it then you'll understand

Space Dementia - Muse

2005-05-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

Height - is the one for me
It gives me all I need
And helps me coexcist
With the chill

You make me sick
Because I adore you so
I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play
On me

Space dementia in your eyes
Peace will arise
and tear us apart
And make us meaningless again

You’ll make us wanna die
I'd cut your name in my heart
We’ll destroy this world for you
I know you want me to
Feel your pain

Space dementia in your eyes
Peace will arise
And tear us apart
And make us meaningless again

Everything Will Flow - Suede

2005-05-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

Watch the early morning sun,
drip like blood from the day,
See the busy people run,
so many games to play
See the blue suburban dream,
under the jet plane sky,
Sleep away and dream a dream
Life is just a lullaby

Oh, and everything will flow
Oh, you know everything will flow
Oh...

Watch the day begin again,
Whispering into the night,
See the pretty people play,
Hurrying under the light,
A million cars, a million trains,
Under the jet plane sky
Nothing lost and nothing gained
Life is just a lullaby

Oh, and everything will flow
Oh, I said everything will flow
Oh, you know everything will flow
Oh...

Oh, and everything will flow
Oh, you know everything will flow

The neon lights in the night tonight
will say "everything will flow"
The stars that shine in the open sky
will say "everything will flow"
The lovers kissed with an openness
will say "everything will flow"
The cars parked in the hypermarket
know "everything will flow"

Losing My Religion - REM

2005-05-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up.

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool.
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up.

Consider this. Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

That's me in the corner.
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion.
Trying to keep up with you.
And I don't know if I can do it.
Oh no, I've said too much.

I haven't said enough.
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing.
I think I thought I saw you try.
That was just a dream.

Try. Cry. Fly. Try.
But that was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream, dream.

Duality - Slipknot

2005-05-19T14:30:00.000-07:00

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

High and Dry - Radiohead

2005-05-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

Two jumps in a week I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy
Flying on your motorcycle
Watching all the ground beneath you drop
You'd kill yourself for recognition
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror
You're turning into something you are not

Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversation
You will be the one who cannot talk & all your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you
You will be the one screaming out

Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you ever had
It's the best thing that you ever had
The best thing that you've had has gone away

So don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
don't leave me dry

Paranoid Android - Radiohead

2005-05-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

Please could you stop the noise, I'm trying to get some rest
From all the unborn chicken voices in my head
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but not an android)

When I am king, you will be first against the wall
With your opinion which is of no consequence at all
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)
What's that...? (I may be paranoid, but no android)

Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy
You don't remember
You don't remember
Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man
Off with his head, man
Why don't you remember my name?
I guess he does....

Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me

That's it, sir
You're leaving
The crackle of pigskin
The dust and the screaming
The yuppies networking
The panic, the vomit
The panic, the vomit
God loves his children, God loves his children, yeah!

Uma Nova Esperança

2005-05-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

Bem... Aqui estou eu, a ressacar de uma fase estranha vivida a custa de jogos estupidos de palavras que apenas serviram para afastar... Enfim, nem vale a pena pensar nisto. Pois é... Bem ficar parado nao faz la muito sentido... E surge um novo sentimento: enjoo. Enjoo da derrota, de pensar sempre que tudo esta perdido, de acordar com o desejo que o dia acabe, de me sentir em permanente depressao, farto da minha propria instabilidade emocional, farto de me sentir um derrotado, cansado deste marasmo que me acompanha ha bastante tempo e que parece que nunca mais acaba... E ja nem me lembro quando e que começou... Esta pergunta surge com alguma frequencia: Alguma vez terei sido realmente feliz? Quando olho para tras, ja nem me lembro de algum momento de felicidade que possa ter sentido.
Mas sinto a proximidade de algo maior... Depois de uma fase conturbada parece que ha algo de novo, o momento esta a chegar e desta vez... serei implacavel. Quero sentir algo, quebrar a frieza que me acompanhou, acordar cedo so para sentir o sabor da gloria numa manha que desespero ha tanto tempo... Tudo isto e importante mas o meu verdadeiro desejo... E saber se tudo o que aprendi... Nao foi em vao.

P.S:I will eat you alive and There’ll be no more lies - Where I End and You Begin, Radiohead

Scatterbrain - Radiohead

2005-05-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

I'm walking out in a force ten gale
Birds thrown around, bullets for hail
The roof is pulling off by its fingernails
Your voice is rappin' on my windowsill
Yesterday's headlines blown by the wind
Yesterday's people end up scatterbrain
Any fool can easy pick a hole (I only wish i could fall in)
A moving target in a firing range
Somewhere I'm not
Scatterbrain
Somewhere I'm not
Scatterbrain
Lightning fuse, powercut
Scatterbrain

Nobody Loved You - Manic Street Preachers

2005-05-14T05:40:00.000-07:00

What's your story baby
No control of what I am saying
Winter leaves still make me believe
No vendettas, just a cherry blossom tree

Never had the chance to take you home
Now there's no reason just another tomorrow
You keep giving me your free air miles
What would I give just for one of your smiles
Just for one of your smiles

Nobody loved you - nobody made you feel so alone
Nobody loved you - no no
Nobody loved you - nobody made you feel so alone
Nobody loved you - no no

Let me turn down all these lights
And sit with me then you can hold me tight
Give me some more of your carrier bags
And let me dream of a new autumn light

Tell me your story baby
What's your poison and what is your honey
You've stopped me hurting but so much disorder
Winter flowers did you ever forgive her
Did you ever forgive her

Nobody loved you - nobody made you feel so alone
Nobody loved you - no no

Cherry blossom tree - but at least you are free
Nobody loved you - like me

It's unreal now you're gone - but at least you belong
Nobody loved you - no no

What's your story baby
No control of what I am saying
Winter leaves still make me believe
No vendettas, just a cherry blossom tree
Just a cherry blossom tree

Cave - Muse

2005-05-13T10:57:00.000-07:00

Leave me alone it's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's nothing that you can do

You can see it and you can almost hear it too
You can almost taste it
It's nothing to do with you
And it's still nothing you can do

So come in my cave
And I’ll burn your heart away
Come in my cave
I’ll burn your heart away

Please close your ears
And try to look away
So you never hear a single word I say
And don’t ever come my way

Leave me alone it's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's nothing that you can do

So come in my cave
And I’ll burn your heart away
Come in my cave
And arrest me from my escape

A Wolf At The Door - Radiohead

2005-05-12T08:51:00.000-07:00

Drag him out your window
Dragging out the dead
Singing I miss you
Snakes and ladders
Flip the lid
Out pops the cracker
Snaps you in the head
Knifes you in the neck
Kicks you in the teeth
Steel toe caps
Takes all your credit cards
Get up get the gunge
Get the eggs
Get the flan in the face
The flan in the face
The flan in the face
Dance you fucker dance you fucker
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you flan in the face
Take it with the love, it's given
Take it with a pinch of salt
Take it to the taxman
Let me back let me back
I promise to be good
Don't look in the mirror
At the face you don't recognize
Help me, call the doctor
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside
Put me inside

I keep the wolf from the door
But he calls me up
Calls me on the phone
Tells me all the ways that he's gonna mess me up
Steal all my children
If I don't pay the ransom
And I'll never see 'em again
If I squeal to the cops

No {x70}
Walking like giant cranes and
With my X-ray eyes I stripped her naked
In a tight little world and are you on the list?
Stepford wives who are we to complain?
Investments and dealers investments and dealers
Cold wives and mistresses
Cold wives and sunday papers.
City boys in first class
Don't know they're born, they know
Someone else is gonna come and clean it up
Born and raised for the job
Someone always does
I wish you'd get up get over get up get over
Turn your tape off.

So I just go...

Exit Music (For a Film) - Radiohead

2005-05-11T13:54:00.000-07:00

Wake
From your sleep
The drying of your tears
Today we escape
We escape

Pack
And get dressed
Before your father hears us
Before all hell breaks loose

Breathe, keep breathing
Don't lose your nerve
Breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone

Sing us a song, a song to keep us warm
There's such a chill, such a chill

And You can laugh
A spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
And now we are one
In everlasting peace

We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke

Everything Must Go - Manic Street Preachers

2005-05-10T11:48:00.000-07:00

Shed some skin for the fear within
Is starting to hurt me with everything

Freed from the memory
Escape from our history, history

And I just hope that you can forgive us
But everything must go

And if you need an explanation
Then everything must go

I look to the future it makes me cry
But it seems too real to tell you why

Freed from the century
With nothing but memory, memory

And I just hope that you can forgive us
But everything must go

And if you need an explanation
Then everything must go

Freed us eventually just need to be happy, happy

And I just hope that you can forgive us
But everything must go

And if you need an explanation
Then everything must go
And if you need an explanation
Then everything must go

So Mais Um Começo - Pluto

2005-05-08T03:43:00.000-07:00

Estamos de volta ao teu bom humor
Sempre essa ideia na mente
É para lembrar o motivo
É que hoje eu sinto-me vivo
E seja porque motivo for

É só mais um começo com teus dentes no chão

Sempre na mira de um bom amor
Guarda essa ideia na mente
E esquece qualquer aviso
Um dia sendo preciso
Voltas para que desejo for

É só mais um começo
Com teus dentes no chão

Vamos levando até quando for desejo do desejo
Vai dizendo hoje eu vejo que amanhã é a maior mentira
Eu não sei o que eu quero e é por isso que eu procuro

2+2=5 - Radiohead

2005-05-07T11:55:00.000-07:00

({either} Hello {or} We're on)
(That's a nice way to start, isn't it?)

Are you such a dreamer
To put the world to rights?

I'll stay home forever
Where two and two always makes five

I'll lay down the tracks
Sandbag and hide

January has April's showers
And two and two always makes five

It's the devil's way now
There is no way out
You can scream and you can shout
It is too late now

Because!
You have not been
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
You have not be-en
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
you have not been
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
You have no-t been
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention
Payin’ attention

I try to sing along
But the music's all wrong
'Cause I’m not
'Cause I’m not
I swat 'em like flies but like flies the buggers keep coming back and NOT
But I’m not
All hail to the thief
All hail to the thief
But I'm not
But I'm not
But I'm not
But I'm not
Don't question my authority or put me in the dock
'Cause I'm not
'Cause I'm not
Oh go and tell the king that the sky is falling in
When it's not
But it's not
But it's not
Maybe not
Maybe not

Creep - Radiohead

2005-05-05T06:36:00.000-07:00

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.

Live Forever - Oasis

2005-05-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
Cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
Cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone

Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
Cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone

Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever

My Iron Lung - Radiohead

2005-05-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

Faith, you're driving me away
You do it everyday
You don't mean it but it hurts like hell
My brain says I'm receiving pain
A lack of oxygen
From my life support
My iron lung

We're way too young to fall asleep
Too cynical to speak
We are losing it, can't you tell?
We scratch our eternal itch
A twentieth century bitch
And we are grateful for our iron lung

The headshrinkers
They want everything
My uncle bill
By belisha beacon

Suck
Suck your teenage thumb
toilet trained and dumb
when the power runs out we'll just hum
This
This is our new song
Just like the last one
A total waste of time
My iron lung

The headshrinkers
They want everything
My uncle bill
By belisha beacon

And if you're frightened
You could be frightened
You can be
It's OK
And if you're frightened
You could be frightened
You can be
It's OK

Why Does It Always Rain On Me? - Travis

2005-05-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

I can’t sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything’s alright
Still I can’t close my eyes
I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning

I can’t stand myself
I’m being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It’s so cold

I can’t sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything’s alright
Still I can’t close my eyes
I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It’s so cold

Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...

Where I End And You Begin - Radiohead

2005-05-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

There's a gap in between
There's a gap where we meet
Where I end and you begin

I'm sorry for us
The Dinosaurs roam the earth
The sky turns green
Where I end and you begin (4, 5, 6, 7)

I am up in the clouds
I am up in the clouds
And I can't and I can't come down
I can watch and not take part
Where I end and where you start
Where you, you left me alone
You left me alone

X'll mark the place
Like the parting of the waves
Like a house falling into the sea
Into the sea

I will eat you alive {x4}
There’ll be no more lies {x4}
I will eat you alive {x4}
There’ll be no more lies {x4}
I will eat you alive {x4}
There'll no more lies {x4}
I will eat you alive {x3}

Oscilando entre a Loucura e a Depressao

2005-04-30T17:06:00.000-07:00

E é assim que vao os dias num desespero da razao em manter o controlo de todos os meus impulsos... Fraco como ha muito tempo nao estava, num desespero que parecia esquecido. O cançasso e o resultado do meu desespero de manter-me sobrio a todo o custo. O meu problema e a minha obsessao em pensar e tudo o resto... é apenas insegurança. Sou filho da minha propria raiva, da minha incapacidade de amar, da minha pura inocencia que acreditou nas palavras falsas de pessoas que me desviaram do que... o meu coraçao ja ha muito tempo tinha dito.
A tua luz ofuscou-me, e as promessas que apareciam eram belas demais... para acreditar nelas. Foste a unica pessoa que na verdade provocou algo dentro de mim, em muito tempo... Mas agora acabou tudo nao e? Aceito a derrota mas sempre pensei em numa outra especie de vitoria. Mas agora que vejo... o meu mundo afasta-se do teu todos os dias...

Essa sim foi a maior das minhas derrotas.

There There - Radiohead

2005-04-29T11:09:00.000-07:00

In pitch dark I go walkin' in your landscape
Broken branches trip me as i speak
Just 'cause you feel it doesn’t mean it’s there
Just 'cause you feel it doesn’t mean it’s there

There's always a siren singing you to shipwreck (Don't reach out, don't reach out {x2})
Steer away from these rocks we'd be a walking disaster (Don't reach out, don't reach out {x2})
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there (there’s someone on your shoulder {x2})
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it’s there (there’s someone on your shoulder {x2})

There there

Why so green
And lonely {x3}
Heaven sent you
To me {x3}

We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen
We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen

The 2 of Us - Suede

2005-04-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

Lying in my bed, I think of you
That song goes through my head, the one we both knew
In each line lies another line full of sacred sound
But you're outside where the companies dream
and the money goes round

Lying in my bed,
Watching my mistakes,
I listen to the band they said that it could be the 2 of us

The snow might fall and write the lines on the silent page
But you're outside making permanent love to the nuclear age
Two silhouettes by the cash machine make a lovers dance
It's a tango for the lonely wives of the business class

Lying in my bed
Watching my mistakes
I listen to the band
Lying in my bed
With nothing much to say so I listen to the man
He said that it could be the 2 of us

I heard you call from across the city through the stereo sound
And so I crawled there sickeningly pretty as the money went round

Lying in my head watching my mistakes
I listen to the band
And the drums beat in my head
Pianos chime the sound in this prison of the house
And as the illness comes again can you hear me through the rain
As I listen to the band?
As I sing the silent song
Mime each lonely word
Please listen to the man he said that it could be the 2 of us

Alone but not lonely, you and me
Alone but loaded.........

Mais um ciclo que acaba... Obrigado Amigos

2005-04-26T08:32:00.000-07:00

Os dias que passei nesta frustraçao, a acobardar-me constantemente perante algo que, no fundo, nunca acreditei mas parecia tao proximo... E ao contrario de agir... Fiquei atonito pela hipotese remota de algo poder acontecer. E, pela primeira vez em toda a minha vida, morri de inercia. Da outra vez agi demais, agora... Enfim, agora e mesmo oficial, The end, finito, caput, fim... Raiva? nao faz sentido, Depressao? ja me vou habituando, Impotencia... sem duvida. Mas uma coisa e certa: quando uma porta se fecha, outra se abre. E nem tudo foi mau em todo este processo. Eu enfrentei muita coisa sozinho durante a vida mas desta vez... foi diferente. Abri o meu mundo e agora, mais do que nunca, tenho melhores amigos do que alguma vez tive. Foram a minha grande muleta na dureza destes dias, a leve depressao foi atenuada e sou uma pessoa diferente. Em certo modo agradeço... mas tenho pena de nao ter acreditado nisto.

This is The Last Time - Keane

2005-04-24T15:27:00.000-07:00

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind

Is This It - The Strokes

2005-04-21T12:19:00.000-07:00

Can't you see I'm trying?
I don't even like it. I just lied to
Get to your apartment, now I'm staying
Here just for a while
I can't think 'cause I'm just way too tired

Is this it?
Is this it?
Is this... it?

Said they'd give you anything you ever wanted
When they lied, I knew it was just stable children
Trying hard not to realize I was sitting right behind them

Oh dear, can't you see? It's them it's not me
We're not enemies; We just disagree
If I was like them all pissed in this bar
He changes his mind, says I went too far
We all disagree
I think we should disagree, yeah

Is this it
Is this it
Is this it

Can't you see I'm trying?
I don't even like it. I just lied to
Get to your apartment, now I'm staying
Here just for a while
I can't think 'cause I'm just way too tired

Hyper Music - Muse

2005-04-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

Your golden lies feed my role
In this forgotten space race under my control
Who’s returned from the dead?
Who remains (just to spit it in your face)

You know I don't want you and I never did
I don't want you and I never will

You wanted more than I was worth
And you think I was scared
And you needed proof
Who really cares anymore?
Who restrains?

You know I don't love you and I never did
I don't want you and I never will

Stay Together - Suede

2005-04-13T11:04:00.000-07:00

come to my house tonight
we can be together in the nuclear sky
and we will dance in the poison rain
and we can stay a while in heaven today

let's stay together
let's stay, these days are ours
let's die together?
two hearts under the skyscrapers

there's a time bomb in the high rise
there's a blue suburban dream
will i see you up in paradise
or have you come to catch me?

come to my arms tonight
just you and me together under electric light
and she will dance in the poisoned air
just you and me forever by the motorway there

let's stay together
let's stay, these days are ours
stay together
two hearts under the skyscrapers

there's a time bomb in the high rise
there's a blue suburban dream
will i see you up in paradise
or have you come to catch me?

come to my arms i'm lost
just you and me together in the year of the horse
single file in the nuclear night
and we could feel a little closer
as we tumble through the sky

let's stay together, let's stay these days are ours
let's stay together
two hearts under a skyscraper
let's stay together, let's stay in this broken down love
let's stay together, two hearts under the skyscrapers

Silence is Easy - Starsailor

2005-04-11T09:50:00.000-07:00

Everybody says that their looking for a shelter,
got a lot to give but I don't know how to help her,
I should just let it go till they learn how to grow,
and how to liberate.

Everybody says that she's looking for a shelter,
got a lot to give but I don't know how I felt her,
they should just let it go till these cities learn to grow,
and how to liberate.

Silence is easy, it just becomes me,
you don't even know me, all lie about me.

Everybody says that I'm looking for a home now,
looking for a boy or I'm looking for a girl now,
I can still let it go, I can still learn to grow,
into a child again.

Silence is easy, it just becomes me,
you don't even know me, why lie about me.
Silence is easy, it just becomes me,
you don't even know me, why do you hate me.

Darts of Pleasure - Franz Ferdinand

2005-04-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

You are the latest contender
You are the one to remember
You are the villain
That sells a line of dark fantastic passion

I know that you will surrender
I know that you will surrender
I want this fantastic passion, we'll have fantastic passion

You can feel my lips undress your eyes
Undress your eyes, undress your eyes
Words of love, words so leisured
Words are poisoned darts of pleasure
Tied and so you die

You are the latest adventure
You're an emotional avenger
You are the devil
That sells a line of dark fantastic passion

I know that you will surrender
I know that you will surrender
I want this fantastic passion, we'll have fantastic passion

You can feel my lips undress your eyes
Undress your eyes, undress your eyes
Skin can feel my lips, they tingle tense anticipation
This was an easy one, feel the word and melt upon it
Words of love, words so leisured
Words are poisoned darts of pleasure
Tied and so you die

Ich heiße superfantastisch
Ich trinke Schampus mit Lachsfisch
Ich heiße superfantastisch...

Thoughtless - Korn

2005-04-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think this does to me?
You take your turns lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think this does to me?
You take your turns lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Gonna take you down

(______) back against the wall (?)

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Uno - Muse

2005-04-01T04:55:00.000-08:00

This means nothing to me,
Cos you are nothing to me,
And it means nothing to me
That you blew this away.
Cos you could have been number one
If you only found the time,
And you could have ruled the whole world,
If you had the chance.

You could have been number one,
And you could have ruled the whole world,
And we could have had so much fun,
But you blew it away.

You're still nothing to me,
And this is nothing to me,
And you don't know what you've done,
But I'll give you a clue.
You could have been number one,
If you only had the chance,
And you could have ruled the whole world,
If you had the time.

You could have been number one,
And you could have ruled the whole world,
And we could have had so much fun,
But you blew it away.

You could have been number one,
And you could have ruled the whole world,
And we could have had so much fun,
But you blew it away.

You Know You're Right - Nirvana

2005-03-23T11:57:00.000-08:00

I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I would never follow you
I would never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
Always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well 

Pain! (x3)
You know you're right (x3)

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide

Let's talk about someone else
Sterling silver begins to melt 
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this
Always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never felt this well 

Pain! (x5)
You know you're right (x17)

Somebody Someone - Korn

2005-03-19T10:23:00.000-08:00

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside to help me out
With what
Im trying
I'm crying
I'm praying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

Trash - Korn

2005-03-15T09:31:00.000-08:00

How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
they make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
To me, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
Just throw you away

Perpetuam as Incertezas

2005-03-14T12:08:00.000-08:00

E curioso reparar nestes dias... A moleza apoderou-se de muita gente, o factor novidade acabou-se de vez, aquela vida que havia ali de início tornou-se rotina... Era no fundo o que se esperava mas nunca pensara que fosse tão rápido… Rápido e fugaz... E agora que se passa comigo? Na verdade... Regressou aquela leve depressão que se apodera quando a rotina se torna ainda mais rotineira. Mas talvez não seja só isso... Ok, há algo mais e é nestes dias reencontro os meus amigos de sempre e ate alguns novos... Mas nenhum deles proveio da faculdade. Emergindo desta forma uma grande incógnita... Quem e que vai dali ficar depois de 4 anos? Quem são as pessoas que posso verdadeiramente contar? Tudo isto revela as incertezas de quem se iludiu pelo início que prometeu tudo... Mas que ainda não revelou nada. As esperanças continuam de pé... E o tempo ira ajudar a perceber o resto... Mas a verdade... São tudo ilusões... Como aquela que me tornei...

Talk Show Host - Radiohead

2005-03-11T09:09:00.000-08:00

I want to
I want to be someone else or I'll explode
Floating upon the surface for the birds
The birds
The birds
You want me
Fucking well come and find me
I'll be waiting
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches
And nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
You want me
Well come on and break the door down
You want me
Fucking come on and break the door down
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready

Weak and Powerless - A Perfect Circle

2005-03-05T07:03:00.000-08:00

Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you

Pyramid Song - Radiohead

2005-03-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

Jumped in the river, what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
And all the figures I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt

I jumped into the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
And all the figures I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear, nothing to doubt
There was nothing to fear, nothing to doubt
There was nothing to fear, nothing to doubt

The Bends - Radiohead

2005-02-19T05:40:00.000-08:00

Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now when I need you?
Alone on an aeroplane
Falling asleep beside the window pane
My blood'll thicken
I need to wash myself again to hide all the the dirt and pain
'Cause I'd be scared but there's nothing underneath
Who are my real friends?
Have they all got the bends?
Am i really sinking this low?

Baby's got the bends, oh no
We don't have any real friends, no no no

Lying in a bar with my drip feed on
Talking to my girlfriend waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties
I wish we could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen

Where do we go from here?
The planet is a gunboat in a sea of fear
And where are you?
Brought in the CIA
The tanks and the whole marines to blow me away
To blow me sky high

Baby's got the bends
We don't have any real friends

Lying in a bar with my drip feed on
Talking to my girlfriend waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties
I wish we could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen

I want to live, breathe
I want to be part of the human race
I want to live, breathe
I want to be part of the human race
race, race, race

Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now?
When I need you

Maldita Ilusao...

2005-02-16T11:15:00.000-08:00

Sonhei... Por uma vez que iria deixar de ser um fraco, que ia viver... Imaginem viver... alimentei algo que sabia que era impossível, mas que o coração tinha uma força nunca antes vista... E foi tanto tempo... 5 anos a ver um oásis que me fugia sempre, eterna ilusão que apagara o meu ser. Sonhei contigo e quis a minha inocência acreditar que tudo podia ser real, que toda aquela promessa de vida que encontrara na tua sensualidade era verdadeira, que aquilo estava tudo ao meu alcance... E tu... Parecias gostar... pura ilusão. Parecias querer... sonhar alto. E a morte ali tão perto... A querer apagar a minha presença... Quiseram-me matar não fisicamente mas psicologicamente... Nesses dias perguntava-me: "Acordar para que? Para sofrer mais uma vez?"

Felizmente recusei aceder a tais instintos e foi no verão há 3 anos que soltei o grito de raiva, estava enjoado do marasmo que se encontrava a minha vida, uma paralisia que ocupava o meu espírito, a raiva contida transformou-se em depressão. O meu entendimento e compreensão em ambição e fúria contida. Minha felicidade... continua perdida. A distancia que me separara dos outros... se ainda hoje e forte... na altura era intransponível.

Preferi esconder-me de todos os que queriam sufocar a minha alma, escondi-me num buraco que tinha cavado durante tanto tempo onde ia enterrar-me, a meditar sobre a minha vida, sobre aquilo que me tornara: escravo da inocência pura, iludido sem sentido, morto a custa de factores externos... Ali preparei tudo, tudo o que achei necessário para viver só... A minha vontade de te apagar era forte e nos dias que passei assim, um sentimento de ódio era o que sobrava... Sai dele para meu proprio bem. Recomeçar a minha vida era o meu objectivo seguinte e o Extrenato Alfa era o proximo passo.

Foi um ano duro mas os objectivos tinham sido concluídos... Achava eu... Deixei de te ver e certo e deixei de sofrer por ti como é obvio. E agora que tenho uma hipótese de viver... De voltar a amar... Veio o teu fantasma para me assolar.

Contudo qual a minha felicidade quando soube noticias tuas... Entraste no meu buraco e, que eu saiba, o coveiro não deixa o seu trabalho a meio.

Alexandra (que esta seja a primeira e a ultima vez que o teu nome seja proferido) já te quis muita coisa. Agora... quero ser o primeiro a enterrar-te.

PS: We Hope That You Choke, That You Choke - Exit Music (For a Film), Radiohead

Muscle Museum - Muse

2005-02-01T15:52:00.000-08:00

She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so look the other way
You will wait until its over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late

Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Then you could ever give
But i don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you yeah
And i’ll do it on my own

I have played in every toilet
But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake

Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Then you could ever give
But idon’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you yeah
I’ll do it on my own
I’ll do it on my own

Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead

2005-01-28T08:26:00.000-08:00

The green plastic watering can
For a fake chinese rubberplant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself

It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out
It wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery for girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

And it wears him out
And it wears him out
And it wears him out

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
if I just turned and ran

And it wears me out
It wears me out
It wears me out

If I could be who you wanted
if I could be who you wanted all the time

Memórias de um Passado Recente - Gil

2005-01-18T15:25:00.000-08:00

Como o tempo passa... há não muito tempo irradiava dentro de mim um sentimento da mais pura raiva. Os últimos dias do Gil foram dos mais duros da minha vida, em que a necessidade de reflectir era mais forte e o afastamento era necessário. Cometi o crime de ser inocente e, sobretudo, de submeter-me aos caprichos dos outros contrariando a minha natureza. E se há algo que aprendi nesses é que, mais importante do que tudo, devemos ser fieis a nós próprios independentemente da situação. Contudo esses dias não foram duros por causa do amor (também ajudou mas era o que menos importava na altura), mas sim porque desliguei totalmente de pessoas que no fundo sentia que eram os meus grandes amigos dentro de uma turma em que sentia, mais do que nunca, a força da cobardia. Felizmente o tempo favoreceu e quem hoje ainda falo são as pessoas que considerava amigos nos tempos em que a dor e a raiva superava tudo o resto. E já lá vão dois anos desde a última vez que entrei em contacto com a turma que me acompanhou durante 11 anos...